Having a Spirit pizza party

I am blogging about my 40-day abundance journey using the Prosperity Principles in “The Abundance Book” by John Randolph Price.

Day 20

I keep my mind and thoughts off “this world” and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner Presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me. 

I have been in and out of this journey over the past few days, but came back this morning and focused on Principle 10, even though I technically should be back at Principle 1. There was something important for me to get from this, so I settled in and really concentrated on the notion that Spirit within creates opportunities for prosperity. Like on day 10, I don’t accept that Spirit causes prosperity outright, but instead is constantly finding opportunities for prosperity to arrive in my life, provided I let them in. 

After meditation I trolled my Instagram feed and saw this post from Elizabeth Gilbert, the author of “Big Magic” and “Eat, Pray, Love,” and it could not be apter:Screen Shot 2017-04-11 at 7.57.06 AM

I am all for eating pizza and drinking wine and taking naps and dog selfies, and I know this was tongue in cheek, but I want to work for my money. I want to take opportunities that make me uncomfortable, to push through my fears and to create something that I can be proud of. And the money will follow. I think Spirit throws balls of opportunity into the air and my role is to be at ease enough to catch them. These opportunities may take the form of a conversation with a stranger on the 2 train over a bracelet made in Niger. They may take the form of a friend from way back, offering bags of vintage clothes right before I’m about to have a big trunk sale. They may be distant connections helping me find people to interview for a research job. All of these things are uplifting but all of them required some effort on my part. If I hadn’t spoken to the man on the train, if I didn’t make time for a 50-minute subway ride out to Brooklyn, if I didn’t ask for help from people I don’t know very well, none of these things would be real. And that is what makes me feel prosperous. I can feel opportunities building on each other, getting bigger and that is awesome. I don’t want to sit back and eat pizza unless the pizza comes afterward, as a reward for doing the work that Spirit put in front of me to do.

Perpetual cheese, perpetual money

I am blogging about my 40-day abundance journey using the Prosperity Principles in “The Abundance Book” by John Randolph Price.

Day 10

I keep my mind and thoughts off “this world” and I place my entire focus on God within as the only Cause of my prosperity. I acknowledge the Inner Presence as the only activity in my financial affairs, as the substance of all things visible. I place my faith in the Principle of Abundance in action within me. 

I would like to change “Cause” to “Source in this Principle. I don’t read “cause” as an impetus, a beginning or a source, but instead as a result or an outcome. For example, the Grand Canyon was formed (caused) by the Colorado River (source). God within is the source of my prosperity. That seemed important for me to clarify. Not sure why…

When thinking specifically about finances, I don’t want to place too much emphasis on the actual money part. I trust that the source of money is within, and it is my responsibility to be open to opportunities to give and receive it. I want to be active in my own prosperity, not feel like God is the only cause, the only reason, I am prosperous.

Revisiting the analogy from Day 2 and 3, God is the cheese station that automatically provides all I could ever want, whenever I want it. God doesn’t cause the cheese to appear (he isn’t the caterer), God is the cheese, always. The cheese is perpetual. The money is perpetual. It is up to me to be open to the cheese, to recognize that the cheese is there, to take the cheese and share the cheese and trust that the cheese will be there tomorrow and the next day, whenever I want it. The money is perpetual. The money is there to take and share, whenever I want it. God within is the source of that money.

These last 10 days have been challenging. The Principles are challenging in their audacity and I have been surprised at the feelings they have brought up. I still have some blockages, as today’s post shows in clear light. Tomorrow I start over with Principle #1 and go through the process again. It will be interesting to see if I feel differently.

I will say that the work has already had an effect on me. A few days ago, I was told that I couldn’t hold an event at the venue I had my heart set on and made the conscious choice to open my heart to other venues. I simply asked for the right place to present itself to me, and yesterday, it did. Interestingly, it came as a result of another choice I made, this one to shake off disappointment and stay open instead of shutting down. I wound up having a wonderful birthday because I dropped my expectations of what I wanted it to be and just let it be what it was. Turns out, I had more fun, more surprising and uplifting conversations, more connection with people and more love than I had had in years. It felt abundant and I am so grateful.